03/28
     young men, running about, pretending to be children; an attempt to reach back toward animalistic years of wild adolescence that were missed due to protection from parents, engulfment by girlfriends, addiction to introspection...
     reliving memories that never happened, rewriting the blank page of past.

03/27
     plagued by memory. each, an occasional, persistent mosquito.

03/26
     The house exists within a state outside time. It is unmoving, unchanging; a statuesque microcosm, an old snow globe. The sun, stars, and moon spin visibly around and around (like a clock's hands around its center), yet inside these walls nothing is affected; every wooden floorboard, crushed cushion, dripping faucet, flickering lightbulb, drawn curtain... all remain indifferent to the unending passage of time. Anything temporal is shunned, and things favored are only those which can be repeated indefinitely; television programs on dvds, music records on harddrives, book stacks on shelves, a refrigerator full of cheese, onions, and eggs. No one new ever comes or leaves, and the sound of snoring is heard through doors most nights after hopeless bouts of alcohol consumption.

03/25
     To think; there are people who've never enjoyed the embracing warmth of a fire!